When I was training for the marathon, I could eat almost anything. It was awesome. I would eat and eat and eat and not gain a pound because I was running so much.
But then, I stopped running as much, yet I continued to eat the same or more. Then the series of injuries caused me to reduce my running even more. And now I'm seeing the effects. I've put on about 10 pounds since the start of the year, and I don't like it.
So, I'm going to shift my attention to yoga+strength training and eating non-processed foods. The last time I only ate non-processed stuff, I felt amazing--I had so much energy, I slept better, and I lost weight without really trying. This time, I'll have to try a bit more.
I normally feel really awkward announcing to the world that I'm going on a diet, so I refuse to call it a diet. I want to think of it as a shift in focus. For now, I want to avoid (but not 100% eliminate) processed sugar, refined grains, and other foods that tend to be lower nutrients, and also the things I like to eat a bit too much of. I'll try not to blog too much about it, but just concentrate on gaining a healthier, stronger me.
9 years ago, I was almost 200 pounds, out-of-shape, and didn't think I could run or do much. I wasn't really unhappy because of my weight, but I think I used it to hide a bit, and I definitely always felt self-conscious. As I began to drop the pounds and run more and more, I found that I liked my new body and the confidence I found, and I swore I'd never go back. Getting on the scale this morning and seeing the number continue to creep up takes me back to that old girl from 9 years ago.
Instead of feeling unhappy or helpless, or feeling like I'm worth less somehow because of my higher weight, I'm doing something about it. I refuse to go back to a place where my happiness rests on my appearance; at the same time, I know it's best for my health if I am more careful about what I eat and I exercise regularly. Running makes me happy, and I want to keep running for as long as I'm able. And talking about it with people helps me take control and deal with the issues in a better way, than stuffing it down and eating some more ice cream (which I tend to do).
Anyway, that's my plan. Eat less, move more, do more stuff. Have fun with friends, but make it less about the food we eat and about the fun we have. Enjoy the summer by swimming and biking and running and using the extra time I have to go to yoga and build my strength and try something new.
I'm running a half-marathon with my brother in a little over a month, so hopefully I'm over all these injuries soon so that I can start training--until then, light running, biking, and swimming (and yes, K, much more yoga).