Thursday, August 19, 2021

where to work?

 When you tell people you're on sabbatical, and they sort of get what it means, it usually is followed by a question about travel--which, I wish I could move somewhere else for a year! However, given the continued pandemic and my need to protect my kiddos until they can be vaccinated, where I'm working is not as exotic or interesting as it could be. It mainly involves me considering whether it's tenable for me to continue working from home in the basement or finding ways to work on campus in my office without being seen, particularly as my department is dealing with some Major Shit and I'm mostly ignoring it to focus on my well-earned sabbatical that I'm taking a giant pay cut in order to be gone for a full year.

Anyway, WFH is not so bad: snacks and tea/coffee whenever I need it, no need to pack up my lunch, access to a good computer with big screens, etc. This, of course, was my reality last year, and WFH last year, while challenging, was not too bad, given my many, many privileges, mainly having someone else to wrangle small children. On the other hand, despite not having to worry about swapping back and forth on child care, I was still irreplaceable, as I was (and still) provide milk for the youngest human in the household. This means that even with the best intentions, my day is disrupted because if the little one sees my face, he charges me signing/saying "milk!" frantically and crying until I concede. Or, both kiddos meander in to check out what I'm doing. Or I get distracted by the laundry or other domestic tasks that are literally in my same space (I work in a messy laundry room, so I'm actually taking some time to tidy up to make it feel better).

All of this makes me think that while WFH can be useful for some of the time, I don't think it'll be productive for every day. This summer, I went up to campus a few times and found that it was a GAME CHANGER: the chance to just be my work self! The lack of tiny footsteps above me! No children demanding my time or forgetting that I'm trying to focus! No spouse trying to grind the rust off of an old cast iron pan! BUT, the challenges are that if people see me, will they ask me to do stuff? (Unfortunately, I've already committed to two things--one pays me nicely and aligns with my career/sabbatical goals, and the other is fun, but I have got to say NO from here on out). Will I get distracted by chit-chatting in the hall? Will I contract COVID and spread it to my family?

I thought about trying to work at a coffee shop on occasion or the library, but now I feel the need to minimize my time in public places until the kids are vaccinated and the variant spread is reduced in my community, so maybe (maybe?) in the spring.

Anyway, I think I'll wait until after Labor Day (when the rush of the first of the semester starts to calm down) and then attempt to work on campus a few days a week, during off-peak times (like Fridays or Monday mornings). I suspect that there will be fewer faculty on campus anyway, given COVID conditions. And I'll start trying to better enforce my work boundaries when I'm in my office at home (like shutting my office door if the other humans are downstairs or listening to music to tune out the footsteps).

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